Major plans based on fickle relationships is a definite no.

I had such a grand design for my new years, spending it with someone special.

But she’s not special anymore so now what?

those plans are now gone.

Most of the friends my age are going to a house party that I wasn’t invited to

because the person pushing invites is ‘sick of me’, 

which is a shame cause I always make it a point to stick up for him

when people give him serious shit and sure sometime i make fun or crack wise

But w.e.

I can’t go to the party i usually go to cause of… politics.

My best friend offered to just chill with me somewhere instead of going to the 

party that I was not invited to. But I told him to just go and have fun.

So instead I’ll be going to the city with my other mates.

Doesn’t sound too bad right? wrong.

The one thing I didn’t want to do is go to the city while its full of drunk, drugged

up, bright eyed morons and their screaming children.

but the thing I didn’t want the most of new years, was to be alone.

Beggars can’t be choosers I guess.

Happy new year Danny. It’s definitely going to be another shitty one.